himself (comfortably). Most of his homilies even are controlled by that
trauma. (Math to protect Innocence) Favor & Advice
(January 15, 2004) In this F+A, we enter the personality of Jose, Cardinal Varkey's secretary (who celebrated holy mass last Saturday in a Chapel near Lourdes Pachalam).
During the mass one Altar Boy made a blunder and the whole congregation laughed.... We are entering the math of it. One of our Seejays was there. He writes this. He doesn't postpone writing it, because one innocent child got hurt. Seejays are like that; they protect children almost aggressively. (It is easy to find out the strength of a personality from its relationship with children, ....)
The whole thing occurred because of the disorder or strong error math active in the personality of Jose. It is under the spell of a strong trauma. (Means -ve math applied personality is his.) In that trauma, all his 7 are numb/still/nonfunctional. That trauma produced TSr- (and now, trauma producing TSr-) is still existing in his personality, in its 7, 4, & many. Its strength is so much that even during the mass the priest gets into its grip!! (Remember one previous web volume, when a priest talks '___say, the Angel talked to Mary when she was taking bath... and she became pregnant'... The person was in fact expressing his own strongest feeling, that of his own bathing scene... That which is of strongest ped/pleasure-energy-dynamics within, +ve/-ve, will always come to the forefront, knowingly and unknowingly/compulsively.)
By the strength of that TSr-, he is unable to enter 01
himself (comfortably). Most of his homilies even are controlled by that
trauma.
So the listeners enter: a. higher strength,
b. higher strength -ve, c.
'prescribed' world, d. prescribed by the original
attacker. e. Those prescribed feelings come under the general category of
'bad
feeling', 'awkwardness about oneself', 'I am good for nothing, bad and damaged', 'fear...sleeplessness/restlessness' ....
f. And that child was so innocent
that he collected almost the original feelings for a few TS points, impulsively, without his
knowing it! g. All these are by the error math
applied by the original trauma-producer TSr-. h. And the original trauma producer functioned not from finite -ve math but by -
or >-
math. i. If we could put that original trauma in one word, it will be 'fear'/'strongest
fear'.
Its allied feelings would be 'overconfidence', 'pride', 'gallows laughter'....
Strength of that TS- haunting Jose's personality is -ve finite obviously.
Behind it the -
strength is playing in him as PTSrs. This much is 100% clear.
But since he is so good and disciplined a individual he has not gone into any dr
at all; that itself is wonderful achievement. But that doesn't solve the
problem. (It would have been easier for him to solve it 10 years back.
And beware! Do solve it at the earliest! You are almost entering
your 'descend'!)
to do the problem solving: A. 1. He must select a
'Virgin Mary' (in the presence of V
it will be easy/possible for him to solve...). (It is good that a Seejay
selects that V
for him from among the many holy/virgin women that are available.) 2. He
must decide to enter 0/humility position in her presence. 3. ... and then
interactively. 4. And enter the 0 position. 5. As soon as he enters
the 0ness, its effect the 1ness effect too will occur. Then gradually the
ness
too. Resultantly the 01
calculations will occur. The movement must be very gradual. Without the mathematically available
consolation/ comfort/ easiness of a V,
the chance is for you to simply postpone indefinitely.
B. 1. Select a 'sincere idiot' as your
friend. In my school days we used to have many such ones in SRV High
School. It was such a idiot that made CJ George write 'Prettier than you
Darling'. C. I don't think, following
the general method, he would manage to undo the already applied error math, in
the near future, before he dies. D. By
undoing the error math, his personality would simply/effortlessly fly beyond the
blue sky... into the NTrs and BBrs. He need not work to collect them; he
has in fact already got them, but for the error math.
I don't think math of CJ
will solve the problem. Math of CJV
would solve.