CIRCLE - 2 :: Vol 3 - C
(Math that breed Overconfidence) The Story Behind
Math of overconfidence is the opposite of (math of) confidence. Math of merry christmas
makes one strongest by confidence. Overconfidence = self-confidence by -ve
numbers & TSrs-. Confidence = self-confidence by +ve numbers and TSrs+.
It moves from strengths: finite to 
to >.
Overconfidence too moves from finite -ve to -
to >-.
Confidence makes one the absolute winner by math, Seejay. Overconfidence
leads to catastrophe; see the example of Macbeth! He was confident until
the TS point where he cried out 'my life is a tale told by an idiot'...
And we know he was then too late to run back...
Strengths, +ve and -ve, get communicated to us and then get applied in us through interactions.
This is applying in all the 3 types of numbers and TSrs, +ve and -ve: finite,
, and >.
If you can successfully put your personality in 01,
every strength that interacts with you will be converted to +ve and never -ve!
But then you will (have to) search for sufficiently strong 01.
That is the realest search every individual should do directly; (practically at
every TS point of his TS existence). Given
below one such typical incidence!
It was some 26 years back. I was looking at the most beautiful rising sun from the middle of Chittoor Bridge, sitting on my bicycle. Most of the days I used to be there that way, more than 30 minutes. That used to be the most wonderful experience of my life; on which alone I founded all my later life and strength. CJ math got uncovered (to me) from here alone!
That foundation was so strong that, frankly speaking till today, none could question/overcome me in my world of math: no god, no devil, no human.... And practically too I am winning the fight; though quite slow, as I dream to make the whole world my friends through math, by mmc.
Among those who interact with me there are some who want to 'adore' me as a 'Sathya
Sai Baba'... Generally they are of >-
math and strength. I tell them 'go to hell, this is pure math'. Then
there are my personal friends, SRV high school type friends. I like it and
love it. It was such a interaction that took place that day, from the
middle of the Chittoor Bridge.
As I lived on trying to find out the math and strength of every matter under the sun, I fumbled on the strength of matter that is holy communion. It was a great experience; and it developed into my greatest experience ever. And everyday the process is being developed and new depths achieved!
This 2nd experience together with the 1st one (of Hindu temples and their pious songs, nature, birds, rising sun, the rainbow...) really made me strong. And now strongest!
And that day it was while standing on the Chittoor Bridge (after the holy mass, and holy communion) experiencing both the strengths that I hear a SRV pal patting on my shoulder and whispering in my left year with a broad smile on his face "Hi, sure you stand here to meet your girlfriend; I do notice this.. these days; very good, carry on friend, fine... invite me too...". And he went his way without waiting for a answer.
That friend was so serious and sincere that I got shaken up totally. That day I went from there totally upset and shattered. It continued to be thus, until I penned down this "Prettier ... than you... darling". This is the incident behind the short story 'Prettier...'.
See, how here my strength got shattered, and how it collected higher strength! Every real and sincere interaction is like that.